STFU

Dear Bitch,
you need to learn to STFU :)
with love,

-tanyus

Rude Person and First Week TOA

I was sleeping and dunno how in my dreams there's a very rude guy that makes me so angry until I really shout "EXCUSE ME!!! MIND YOUR MANNERS!" in reality until I woke up =.=!
I hate rude person. I really can't stand somebody who treat other people like shit. Grrr!

Btw, we started new term in TOA since 5 January. Finally I choose Advanced Web Design and Game Art and Planning for my elective subject. Actually I regret this decision after Sweii asked me if I've been given chance what skill I want to take. I answer Motion Graphic and Flash. Stupid me and my indecisive brain :(. But I think advanced web design will also give me lot's of new experience.

Btw, to my first week summary in TOA for this term. Firstly I can't believe now I'm in my 3rd year 2nd term. Wow, time sure move fast. In monday we got Final Project Studio with Sweii. As the name suggested, this term we start to do our Final Project. I'm so excited with this subject, hope I can execute my idea well.

Tuesday actually we got Game Art and Planning with Jordan, but we change the class to Friday. I think class is my favorite class this term, I'm so excited with our game plan and we also got to play in game room LOL. Yesterday our class play Wii together, it's such a super fun game. At first we play the standard Wii sports with Team Indonesia (consist of me and Wahyu) vs Team Malaysia (the rest of the class) and Team Indonesia win 3-0 woots! XD After that we play Wario for a while. Wario is such a funny game, it reminds me of Bishi Bashi Special. Jordan said actually he want to show more games to us, but because of the time limits he'll only show more games in our next class. Oooh, I love this class.

Wednesday we got Portfolio Presentation with Wai Khong. In this class our project is to sell ourself to agencies so they'll hire us. Actually I really like my idea, but Wai Khong said he already saw similar idea from my senior. Call me perasan or arrogant but after see senior's work I think I can do better than that and my idea is not similar. But I'll think of something else first to make my idea more solid.

Thursday is... the class that I think will be the most boring class in this term, Business and Client Management. No comment so far, since I don't even know and understand yet what's our project is.

The last one is Advanced Web Design, we need to create online capaign for Solar Energy awareness. I'm glad that I'm in the same group with Chen and Dee. I'm quite excited too with this class, because we got interesting topics to do.

Overall, judging from the schedule my lecturers give I think my class won't get enough sleep again this term (like we ever got enough =.=). The good thing is we got many interesting projects and group work, so maybe it won't be so bad.

p.s I plan to buy a handheld console, but still undecided which console I'll buy. Nintendo DS or PSP?

Foul Mood

Lately I keep having mood swing. Today must be one of the worst. I really really easily irritated by anything. Good thing I still can try not to be angry IN PUBLIC. Even though honestly inside my heart boils. I think today is the day where I swear the most. Yea, even though I didn't speak the words out, it's like a repeating words in my mind. I really hated when somebody try to make me like a stupid dumb bimbo girl that can't do anything by myself. Fine, OBVIOUSLY I can't drive in KL, I don't have any driving experience in big cities, I admit that my driving skills sucks much. But it doesn't mean that I'm a stupid girl just because of that, ok? I really don't know why you really insist that I can't do anything by myself. Do you really need to prove that you're far smarter than me? Do you really need to prove that I'm just a spoiled girl? That I always need anybody to help me to do anything?

I only mad about that one, other things I admit that's just because of my foul mood. I'm sorry to any of my classmates if my foul mood disturb you. I just easily feel irritated today. Somehow I turned into an emo kid who think that everyone just try to pick me. But at least I realized it and don't make it as a big deal. I don't scream and cry mindlessly saying that other people stupid and they're not better than me. I know and I understand that all my anger due to my foul mood. For the rest of the day, I try to not spoke so much. I know with my condition any of my word and the respondent's word can make me in even worse mood. But honestly I think should've deal with my mood better la. Usually it's quite easy for me to just ignore anything that can flame my anger. But seems like lately my patience become thinner and thinner.

Few days ago I talked with Brad and from there I think I already must admit that this term is not my best term. I must say that mostly my work sucks, but I know I deserve that. I think I didn't work hard enough. Because of this realization I promise myself that I'll do my best for web design and video, two last assignment this term. Wish me luck!

So, song of the day to lighten my mood:

LOL. OMG I can't believe that i choose this song.

Update: somehow I feel my mood become lighter after I rant here! =D

The Forgotten Child

Well, Rave finally become the student of TOA! 8DDDD And finally he can contact me few days ago. So here's the conversation:

tanyus.indrayani: so where do you live?
lunatic_rave: cyberjaya
tanyus.indrayani: seriously
lunatic_rave: yes xD;;;
tanyus.indrayani: O____O
tanyus.indrayani: and I though it's freaking far
earthquake_tool: how far?
lunatic_rave: like from Jakarta to Bogor
earthquake_tool: xD;;;

So, last Thursday we met and plan to help him find another place to stay in Friday.
No such luck in Mentari Court, but luckily I called Wahyu! Guess what? Now Wahyu got a new housemate 8D
Yes, Rave will stays in Wahyu's place 8D
Phew! Finally Rave got a new place! Poor Rave, everyday take taxi from Cyberjaya to Sunway ^^; That make him broke and like what he said, "eat like a very poor student" LOL.
Btw, this is what Rave said about Mentari Court:

At first I though I come to the wrong place, there's building construction and lots of dust. It feels like in a cowboy movie.

Me and Nesia just LOLed at that. He looks so relived to that he doesn't have to live in Mentari Court xD;;;


Btw, I feel soooooo annoyed with my neighbor. They rudely THROW THEIR RUBBISH IN FRONT OF OUR DOOR!!! I just caught them when I just finished writing the entry above. I'M SO ANNOYED! So I kick the rubbish in front of them! I also suspect they're the one who make pranks of us, stopping our water in the morning! GRR! DAMN ANGRY MAN!!! *almost want flash middle finger* =___________=####


Ugh, and about the title, my mom forget about me DDDDD:
Me: Mom, have you send the money for this month? Because I haven;t received any, maybe they delayed again like before?
Mom: *laugh* Sorry, mom forget so send it.
Me: DDDDDDDDDD:::: ????????????????????? T.T