We're having a breakfast (actually lunch) date this morning with our lecturer, Yenny. It's really nice to chat with her again, she's such a nice and fun lecturer! :) Hope we will having more dates with her. After the date we go to gallery and messing around with the guestbook there :P
Damages caused by desig[NERD]s+ Chong
We really really random, drawing characters and write nonsense stuff. It's really fun how we ended up fighting for space hahaha! And we also convinced our lecturer, Chong to draw his character there, the little devil (not the fallen devil, that's chen's). Because of the activity, our class postponed until 1.30 pm hahaha! We're really having fun there! =) Thanks to Eugene and Chong for postponed our class xD
And have you ever wonder what we're doing when lecturers not in class? The answer:
Turning Video lab into a Dance Floor
The first dancing class started when Chris played a dance tune that makes everyone started dancing. Happened after web design class~
This one happened last week when we're so stress in finishing our video assignment. I'm not so sure waht started this, but I think at first Chen play a dance song, then Selvia asking everyone to dance, the the final blow is when Chris played a dancy song. And suddenly Video Lab become a dance floor!
Hwaaaaa!!! This week is such a busy week! Editing video, finishing web design, buying domain, finding good web hosting, etc etc.
For video I'm a bit worried because we're not even 50% finish yet. Luckily for my interview video turns out okay, not as disappointing as what I thought it would be.
Web design I finished the 8 pages already, uploaded it here. Please give me some comments about it! :) Just now I received reply from my lecturer, Joanne Ng, I'm so relieved that she liked my design. I still need to improve more on the content are though, hope will have not much problem with it later.
And I already buy a domain for my class, http://www.designerds.de! Now just need to find a good web hosting service. At first I want to just use free web hosting service, but from our discussion seems like we need more space, so I research and I found this website about top 10 web hosting. Not yet buy the web hosting, but so far I think I found some candidates already :) Anybody want to suggest other good web hosting?
I think I really like organizing something la, it's so fun to research and organize stuff. Maybe that sounds weird, but I really like it! :P Maybe that's also because I'm can be so kaypoh/kepo hahaha! I think if in future I do not become a designer, I'll probably be an event organizer. I really like taking care of stuff and see it turns out nicely because of my planning :) And for now I can't wait to see our future desig[NERD]s website!
Lately I keep having mood swing. Today must be one of the worst. I really really easily irritated by anything. Good thing I still can try not to be angry IN PUBLIC. Even though honestly inside my heart boils. I think today is the day where I swear the most. Yea, even though I didn't speak the words out, it's like a repeating words in my mind. I really hated when somebody try to make me like a stupid dumb bimbo girl that can't do anything by myself. Fine, OBVIOUSLY I can't drive in KL, I don't have any driving experience in big cities, I admit that my driving skills sucks much. But it doesn't mean that I'm a stupid girl just because of that, ok? I really don't know why you really insist that I can't do anything by myself. Do you really need to prove that you're far smarter than me? Do you really need to prove that I'm just a spoiled girl? That I always need anybody to help me to do anything?
I only mad about that one, other things I admit that's just because of my foul mood. I'm sorry to any of my classmates if my foul mood disturb you. I just easily feel irritated today. Somehow I turned into an emo kid who think that everyone just try to pick me. But at least I realized it and don't make it as a big deal. I don't scream and cry mindlessly saying that other people stupid and they're not better than me. I know and I understand that all my anger due to my foul mood. For the rest of the day, I try to not spoke so much. I know with my condition any of my word and the respondent's word can make me in even worse mood. But honestly I think should've deal with my mood better la. Usually it's quite easy for me to just ignore anything that can flame my anger. But seems like lately my patience become thinner and thinner.
Few days ago I talked with Brad and from there I think I already must admit that this term is not my best term. I must say that mostly my work sucks, but I know I deserve that. I think I didn't work hard enough. Because of this realization I promise myself that I'll do my best for web design and video, two last assignment this term. Wish me luck!
So, song of the day to lighten my mood:
LOL. OMG I can't believe that i choose this song.
Update: somehow I feel my mood become lighter after I rant here! =D
Get some weird dream last night, one of it involving one of my lecturer. No Hazmer, don't worry it's not you in that horrible dream hahaha. But even though the dream is quite weird and a bit scary, somehow I didn't feel scared at all. Like when in my dream somebody try to read me a Tarot card, it shows the Death card, but the fortune teller tell me actually it's not a sign of bad thing, more to something like rebirth, some old part of me will die but reborn into a new one. WOW. I got a tarot reading from my dream! LOL. But actually somehow before the fortune teller in my dream open the card I already know the card would be the death card.
About dreaming, I think I can half control my dream. Like one day I ever dream about a ghost that come out from a hole, somehow in my dream I can think that the ghost just go back inside the hole again, and it happens. In some dream where I've been asked to do something that supposedly to be a surprise, I manage to guess it before, and it happens exactly the same with what I guess. Afterall it's all only in our mind.
But not all dream I can control though, if I got a dream where something or somebody chase me, I'll really get panic and forget everything. In my mind there's just one word: RUN! Even though I don't even know what or who that chasing me. Until in one of my dream I get tired and surrender, just to find actually nobody is chasing me.
Okay, will talk about dreams again later, now I'll go watch movie with my classmates! =)
Finally I overcome my emoness, wohoo! Finally I got the answer that I keep asking to myself. When I finally got the answer, I realize how I can really blur and clueless about myself =_=;; A simple answer actually, but take almost the whole term for me to get the answer! Blur Tan! So I think this term really serves me right, I deserve all of this. Now I already awaken, and so here's the new Tan~! Sorry and thanks to all my friend who become the victim of my abuse and rant LOL.
So here's the song of the day!
Oh yea, I also took some kind of astrological test here. I must say the result is quite... interesting ^^; Because the result actually is a very looooooooongggggg paragraph, so I'll just put some of the quote here :P
Rising Sign is in 12 Degrees Leo You are very proud of yourself, sometimes quite vain even. When all around you are bedraggled and falling apart, you look like a million bucks! You are very idealistic but can also be quite stubborn. Physically, you are very impressive - - at your best you have a regal, charismatic demeanor and bearing. Try not to be such a showoff!
Somehow the imaginary of Tony Stark comes to mind when I read this.
Sun is in 18 Degrees Taurus. Affectionate, even-tempered and slow to anger -- when you do become emotionally upset, you are also slow to forgive and time must pass before your calm returns. You demand real results from any situation -- abstractions are very difficult for you to comprehend. Very artistic, your hands love to mold and shape things.
So people, don't make me angry! And maybe you can give me paper clay set for my birthday :P
Moon is in 20 Degrees Aquarius. Very freedom-oriented, you must always be able to do what you wish, no matter what. You become stubborn and recalcitrant when others try to force you into a mold. You are a true democrat -- you are not a follower, but you enjoy being with those who are like-minded. You appreciate emotional self-control -- you practice it yourself and you look for it in others. You solve problems, including emotional ones, with your brains and intellect, not your feelings.
Must agree about the stubbornness~
Mercury is in 07 Degrees Gemini. Your mind is active, quick and agile. You are very restless and you get bored easily. You are probably a good student because of your natural inquisitiveness. You also love to travel. Your learning tends to be superficial, though, because you have a relatively short attention span. Try to develop the mental discipline to finish what you start.
See? I'm a good student! My lecturers must have love me :P And yes, I love to travel, but I hate the progress to arrive in my travel destination =_=" Blame my land-sick, sea-sick, and air-sickness. I really wish somebody will just invent a teleport machine.
Mars is in 21 Degrees Aquarius. Your ideas and opinions are usually inventive and original, but sometimes they are merely eccentric and offbeat. You are altruistic -- you will work hard for the attainment of group goals, as long as they meet your high standards. You tend to resent traditional authority figures because you think that your ideas are better thought out and more valuable than theirs. Very idealistic, you are a rebel WITH a cause!
Like what Chris ever said, rebel with a cause! :P She must be proud of me lol.
Saturn is in 01 Degrees Capricorn. Very serious-minded and mature, you have the ability to take on responsibilities and to carry out important duties. You can also be trusted to be extremely practical and thrifty. A good organizer, you are the ideal one to be counted on to take a clearly defined project through to its logical conclusion. An achiever, you pride yourself on your ability to focus your attention totally on some worthy goal and then attain it.
Now I can't say no if anybody say that I'm a control freak...
N. Node is in 21 Degrees Pisces. You seem to go out of your way to form relationships with those who are weak, sick, injured, addicted or troubled in some way or other. At your best you can indeed provide the relief that others need. But at times you can be victimized by those who would prey on your good nature and take advantage of you. This can lead to all sorts of negative situations -- make sure that those you assist are truly worthy of your time, energy and commitment. A little enlightened self-protectiveness on your part can make your life work much, much smoother!
Now it's something I must be careful about... O_o So people, what about you? :P
Woew, it's been a long time since I have this kind of looooooooong entry! OK, so that's it! Must do my assignment now T.T
Gak tau deh kenapa, tapi hari ini rasanya pengen aja blogging pake bahasa Indonesia. Rasanya kangen aja nulis sesuatu pake bahasa Indonesia lagi.
Akhir-akhir ini aku beneran ngerasa aneh deh. Rasanya suasana hati gampang banget berubah. Kadang aku ngerasa kayak bukan aku. Mau curhat ke temen-temen juga bingung, aku sendri ga tau apa yang salah.
Ah, ya aku sekarang jadi ketagihan sama lagunya Five for Fighting, I just Love You.
Huhuhu jatuh cinta habis-habisan sama lagu ini nih sekarang.
Btw, Brad bilang kalo aku bakalan cocok kerja jadi maid di Tsundere Cafe. Me: NOOOOOOOO!!! Saya tidak galak, ok! DDD: Brad: Kamu kan seme Me: Saya ga seme Me: Saya juga bukan uke Brad: Jadi? =.= Me: Suke Brad: =_=;;;
I though I'm the worst sleeper. Actually not. Because Wahyu just beat me. I tried waking him up 3 times+1 time by Chris only he wake up. Alamak~!
1st try: Me: Wahyuuuuu wake up~! *knock knock* Wahyu: .... Me: Wahyuuuuu!!!! *knock knock* Wahyu: mmmmmmm.................. Me: *open the door* *shake shake* Wake up!!! Wahyu: mmmmmm then I gave up and asked Chris to wake him. But she failed also. That keep repeating until the 4th time~ Alamak, next time must record Lona's voice just to wake him up la!
Oh yea, the whole class in Melaka now! And Hazmer, no you won't got your cookie, because you put down my hands and feet at chen's blog! :P
Damages caused by desig[NERD]s + Chong
