Nostalgic

Ah~! Actually I plan to blog about KLDW tonight until I stumbled upon this very old music video (freaking 1999!) of Indonesian band Sheila on 7, Kita. Suddenly I feel so nostalgic and miss Indonesia T_T This song reminds me of the good old days with my friends :'(

Kita
by Sheila on 7

Disaat kita bersama
Diwaktu kita tertawa menangis merenung oleh cinta
Kucoba hapuskan rasa
rasa dimana kau melayang jauh dari jiwaku juga mimpiku

Biarlah biarlah hariku dan harimu
Terbelenggu satu lewat ucapan manismu

Reff:

Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau t'lah percikkan rasa sayang
Pastikan kita seirama
Walau terikat rasa hina

Sekilas kau tampak layu
Jika kau rindukan gelak tawa yg warnai lembar jalan
Kita reguk dan teguklah mimpiku dan mimpimu
Terbelenggu satu lewat ucapan janjimu

Ok, now I think you can call me emo kid =.=

Yesterday and Today

Dear friend...so long
忘れない
くり返す出会い の中
小さな 傷跡を
両手に抱えてる 僕ら 彷徨うばかり
この果てしない 世界を見つめる
旅人よ

It's so precious when you have good wishes
Open eyes and see inside of your heart
It's so precious when you have good wishes
Open eyes and see inside of your heart

孤独という 鐘の音が
祈りの言葉を 誘う
過ぎ去る 現実と
やさしく息づく 明日は
あなたのすべて
許すでしょう　迷うことはない
歩き出そう

It's so precious when you have good wishes
Open eyes and see inside of your heart
It's so precious when you have good wishes
Open eyes and see inside of your heart

彷徨うばかり
光り目指し 歩き続けてる
旅人よ

愛しい友よ　力無くしても
駆け抜けよう　こんな時代を
愛する人よ　やがて互いに
この街に　 永遠（とわ）を咲かそう
そして私は　いつの日か又
歌うだろう　旅立つのだろう

la la la la ........

Well, nothing lasts forever.

Rendezvous

I read again the book that you guys give me in my 18th birthday. That's the best gift I ever had.
Amazing how we can form such a solid friendship. The most beautiful time in my life.




It's sad how we only meet one another ONCE after we apart. Why our holiday must be different?
I terribly miss you guys. It's so different now. We always proud of our independence. But after we apart now, I think it's not as easy as I thought when we separated. Nobody said it was easy. No one ever said it would be this hard.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, Comin' up Tails
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard.

Oh take me back to the start.

I wish I could always be I am that you guys know.
After I meet you guys I change a lot , and I like those changes.
Now I also change a lot, but I hate it. How could I change this much?
I know Cindy will told me to not cling to the past, just like she always say, but I really can't help it.

I miss you guys. LOTS.

Monday, 24 July 2006 at 09:47 AM
I miss you guys.
Even though you all so weird
Even though you all often insult my 'interest'
Even though it's hard for you guys to choose place to eat
Even though your mood swings often scares me
Even though you all like to make unplanned 'trip'
Even though you guys likes to wake me up too early
Even though you all never have any money LOL
Even though you all such a childish bunch
Even though you all often do embrassing stuffs

22-07-2006
I miss my friends soooo much! T____T
They've already gone from Jambi T____T
Steven went to Singapore July 16, Cou2 went to Jakarta July 17, and Cindy goes to Bandung tonight T______T
Only me, Nesia, and Wendy left here.

We doubt we can meet again because we go to different campuses and different city even country! I really miss our time together T____T
But what can I do? T___T

I know I sounds so emo. I know. Just let me drown in old memories for a while. I'll be okay soon. I just miss them terribly.