Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Waiting and Waiting

In airport now, seems like I come too early, still got one and half hour before the flight :P Well that's because I estimated the way from mentari to airport would be around 2 hours, but somehow the taxi driver drive like mad that makes me reach here in just 1 hour and 15 minutes! Good thing here got internet so I can spend my time online-ing. Bad think I got lots of stuff to carry, from laptop, camera, to 2 alcohol drink that my papa asked me to buy. Would be so troublesome if I need to go to toilet later =.= And I also my laptop battery will last until next hour >_< Well, just read chen's blog and I really love the picture there because all of us are smiling :) Now it becomes my desktop wallie~

Btw, in love with OneRepublic song, All We Are :)

All We Are - OneRepublic

I tried to paint you a picture, the colors were all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you, and all along
You were shaded with patience, and strokes of everything
That I need just to make it, and I believe that...

The time could tear you apart, but it won't break
Anything that you are, you are

We won't say our goodbye's, you know it's better that way,
We won't break, we won't die, it's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi

I walked a minute in your shoes, they never would have fit
I figured there's nothin to lose, I need to get
Some perspective on these words, before I write them down
You're an island and my ship is running ground.

The time could tear you apart,
but it won't change
Anything that we are, we are

We won't say our goodbye's, you know it's better that way,
We won't break, we won't die, it's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi

And every single day that I can breathe,
You change my philosophy,
I'm never gonna let you pass me by

So don't say your goodbye's, you know it's better that way,
We won't break, we won't die, it's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi (x2)

-OneRepublic, All We Are

Monday, July 28, 2008

French Fries with Bolognaise Sauce

Well, I make french fries with bolognaise sauce for dinner, even though it may sounds weird but trust me it tasted amazing! :) Sadly there's no photos of the food, because I was too hungry to take photos :P

Tomorrow I'll go back to Indonesia! Somehow AirAsia just can't make their minds and keep changing the schedule. At first the official schedule is 21.30, but then yesterday they informed me that it rescheduled to 23.30! =.= Not only until there, just now I just know that they rescheduled again to 19.30 =_= I think I'll be so freaking annoyed if they suddenly change the schedule again =_=# Everytime they change the schedule I must re-plan again what I'm gonna do for tomorrow, re-timing everything again. D'uh.

Btw, there was some miscommunication between me and my sister that caused me staying in Jakarta until Sunday. Sunday!!! That means 3 freaking day alone~~!!!!! From Wednesday to Friday I'll be alone at my sister's place because they need to go to work :( Even my friends who study in Jakarta all are in Jambi now for holiday! :( 3.freaking.days! But I know that actually there's so many things that I need to do this holiday =.=
1. Do some inprovement for my Mobil's website
2. Do the calendar challange
3. Do 1 blog design for desig[NERD]s
4. Do 1 design for my own personal space :)
5. Reading tons of Marvel, DC & Dark Horse comics that I got
6. Reading books that Chris borrowed me
Dunno if I can finish all!

Btw, finally re-watch Hellboy II today. And you know? I wasn't dissapointed at all :) There actually quite many scene that I missed when I watch it for the first time. And I think Prince Nuada really really win my love xD Did anyone noticed that he has such a nice voice? I think I really weak with guys with nice voice <333 First Hugo Weaving, and now Luke Goss <3333

After we watch Hellboy, the movie marathon continued, we watched Sex & the City because Nesia really want to watch it :) I think the fashion in the movie is just not for me, the only thing that caught my attention was the shoes that Carrie wore with a big flowered white dress. About the story, it's just so-so for me. Nothing too special, but I think Samantha is really funny LOL. And somehow Charlotte reminds me with... Selvia! Hahahahaha! *ROFL* And oh yea, this movie got lots of cuts here and there, so better watch it on DVD.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

Random Post

Dee's & Wahyu's early bday celebration in Italliannies last week! :D
Wahyu's bday actually in August 4 and Dee in August 19, but because most of us will not be in Malaysia at the time, we decided to celebrated it early :)

Btw, me and Nesia planned to watch Hellboy II again! Why? Because when I watch it for the first time, we came late and missed some scene :( Like when Prince Nuada come to auction and kill everyone there with releasing tooth fairy, when Hellboy's 'father' tell him the story about the Golden Army, etc etc. So we're thinking about watching the movie again :)

Friday, July 25, 2008

Movie Recap

Song of the day, the week, and possibly the month:

Cant smile without you - Barry Manilow

I blame Hellboy and Abe for this D:
And I really can't help but to smile everytime I hear this song :)

Btw, lately I watch lots of movies, and all are satisfying for me :)
1. Hellboy II: The Golden Army
Even though the storyline is quite weak, I still really love this movie. Why? I always love fantasy movie, and I think Guillermo Del Toro really win my love when he create such a beautiful fairytale-like world.

I really really love the scene where Prince Nuada come to elven kingdom. Love the setting, love the costume, love the colors, love the creatures, love the fighting scene, and also really love the prince LOL. Somehow long silver-haired man always pwn me. Oh yea, somehow I also really like the princess :)

Another thing that really win my love is the creatures. Visit the official website, there you can see some design and description of the fantasy creatures. Very interesting design and description of the creature :)

So the conclusion is, if the thing that you want to see in a movie is a beautiful visual, watch Hellboy II, but if you want to find strong story, maybe this movie will not so suitable for you :)

Now the problem is, I can't wait for Guillermo to finish directing movie The Hobbit, prequel of The Lord of The Rings! :)

2. The Dark Knight
The long awaited movie! Since the first time I see the trailer, I really can't wait to watch this movie. Great movie, but I think the one that steal the show is not Batman, but Joker.

Agree with what Chen said in her blog, Heath Ledger is the perfect Joker. Psychotic, fearless and frightening, The Dark Knight really become his show. Really love the way he talk, the crazy tone tone that he use really the win.

Too bad that Batman himself do not really give me many impact, the only scene where I like about him is only at the end, where he sacrifice himself so Gotham will not lose their hero.

Also really hate when Harvey Dent become Two Face :( I really like him since the beginning, so this changes really disappoint me. Actually it won't be so disappointing if only he didn't die that soon. If only his changes will saved until the next movie where he'll become the next super villain, I don't think I'll be as disappoint as this though.

But overall, nice movie, Heath Ledger really won't disappoint you :)

3. Red Cliff
An unexpectedly great movie for me. At first I'm not so excited about this movie, but since they got lots of good review, I think I'll just give it a go. And what? I watch this movie 2 times already :P

A very nice movie, I think it possibly the best Asian movie I watch so far.

Very interesting story, afterall it based in The Romance of Three Kingdom :)
I really love the story, and the visual also pleasing to eyes.
Somehow I just don't know what to say about this movie, all I can say is: WATCH IT!
You won't be disappointed :)

Now I gonna continue play games :) Got a very interesting game, will review it later I think :)

Monday, July 14, 2008

Life in TOA

We're having a breakfast (actually lunch) date this morning with our lecturer, Yenny. It's really nice to chat with her again, she's such a nice and fun lecturer! :) Hope we will having more dates with her. After the date we go to gallery and messing around with the guestbook there :P

Damages caused by desig[NERD]s + Chong
We really really random, drawing characters and write nonsense stuff. It's really fun how we ended up fighting for space hahaha! And we also convinced our lecturer, Chong to draw his character there, the little devil (not the fallen devil, that's chen's). Because of the activity, our class postponed until 1.30 pm hahaha! We're really having fun there! =) Thanks to Eugene and Chong for postponed our class xD

And have you ever wonder what we're doing when lecturers not in class? The answer:

Turning Video lab into a Dance Floor

The first dancing class started when Chris played a dance tune that makes everyone started dancing. Happened after web design class~

This one happened last week when we're so stress in finishing our video assignment. I'm not so sure waht started this, but I think at first Chen play a dance song, then Selvia asking everyone to dance, the the final blow is when Chris played a dancy song. And suddenly Video Lab become a dance floor!

Don't you just love my class? :)

And to all my classmates, don't kill me please xD

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Busy Busy Busy

Hwaaaaa!!! This week is such a busy week! Editing video, finishing web design, buying domain, finding good web hosting, etc etc.

For video I'm a bit worried because we're not even 50% finish yet. Luckily for my interview video turns out okay, not as disappointing as what I thought it would be.

Web design I finished the 8 pages already, uploaded it here. Please give me some comments about it! :) Just now I received reply from my lecturer, Joanne Ng, I'm so relieved that she liked my design. I still need to improve more on the content are though, hope will have not much problem with it later.

And I already buy a domain for my class, http://www.designerds.de! Now just need to find a good web hosting service. At first I want to just use free web hosting service, but from our discussion seems like we need more space, so I research and I found this website about top 10 web hosting. Not yet buy the web hosting, but so far I think I found some candidates already :) Anybody want to suggest other good web hosting?

I think I really like organizing something la, it's so fun to research and organize stuff. Maybe that sounds weird, but I really like it! :P Maybe that's also because I'm can be so kaypoh/kepo hahaha! I think if in future I do not become a designer, I'll probably be an event organizer. I really like taking care of stuff and see it turns out nicely because of my planning :) And for now I can't wait to see our future desig[NERD]s website!

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Foul Mood

Lately I keep having mood swing. Today must be one of the worst. I really really easily irritated by anything. Good thing I still can try not to be angry IN PUBLIC. Even though honestly inside my heart boils. I think today is the day where I swear the most. Yea, even though I didn't speak the words out, it's like a repeating words in my mind. I really hated when somebody try to make me like a stupid dumb bimbo girl that can't do anything by myself. Fine, OBVIOUSLY I can't drive in KL, I don't have any driving experience in big cities, I admit that my driving skills sucks much. But it doesn't mean that I'm a stupid girl just because of that, ok? I really don't know why you really insist that I can't do anything by myself. Do you really need to prove that you're far smarter than me? Do you really need to prove that I'm just a spoiled girl? That I always need anybody to help me to do anything?

I only mad about that one, other things I admit that's just because of my foul mood. I'm sorry to any of my classmates if my foul mood disturb you. I just easily feel irritated today. Somehow I turned into an emo kid who think that everyone just try to pick me. But at least I realized it and don't make it as a big deal. I don't scream and cry mindlessly saying that other people stupid and they're not better than me. I know and I understand that all my anger due to my foul mood. For the rest of the day, I try to not spoke so much. I know with my condition any of my word and the respondent's word can make me in even worse mood. But honestly I think should've deal with my mood better la. Usually it's quite easy for me to just ignore anything that can flame my anger. But seems like lately my patience become thinner and thinner.

Few days ago I talked with Brad and from there I think I already must admit that this term is not my best term. I must say that mostly my work sucks, but I know I deserve that. I think I didn't work hard enough. Because of this realization I promise myself that I'll do my best for web design and video, two last assignment this term. Wish me luck!

So, song of the day to lighten my mood:

PEACH - Otsuka Ai

LOL. OMG I can't believe that i choose this song.

Update: somehow I feel my mood become lighter after I rant here! =D

Friday, July 4, 2008


Get some weird dream last night, one of it involving one of my lecturer. No Hazmer, don't worry it's not you in that horrible dream hahaha. But even though the dream is quite weird and a bit scary, somehow I didn't feel scared at all. Like when in my dream somebody try to read me a Tarot card, it shows the Death card, but the fortune teller tell me actually it's not a sign of bad thing, more to something like rebirth, some old part of me will die but reborn into a new one. WOW. I got a tarot reading from my dream! LOL. But actually somehow before the fortune teller in my dream open the card I already know the card would be the death card.

About dreaming, I think I can half control my dream. Like one day I ever dream about a ghost that come out from a hole, somehow in my dream I can think that the ghost just go back inside the hole again, and it happens. In some dream where I've been asked to do something that supposedly to be a surprise, I manage to guess it before, and it happens exactly the same with what I guess. Afterall it's all only in our mind.

But not all dream I can control though, if I got a dream where something or somebody chase me, I'll really get panic and forget everything. In my mind there's just one word: RUN! Even though I don't even know what or who that chasing me. Until in one of my dream I get tired and surrender, just to find actually nobody is chasing me.

Okay, will talk about dreams again later, now I'll go watch movie with my classmates! =)

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Gone emoness, gone!

Finally I overcome my emoness, wohoo! Finally I got the answer that I keep asking to myself. When I finally got the answer, I realize how I can really blur and clueless about myself =_=;; A simple answer actually, but take almost the whole term for me to get the answer! Blur Tan! So I think this term really serves me right, I deserve all of this. Now I already awaken, and so here's the new Tan~! Sorry and thanks to all my friend who become the victim of my abuse and rant LOL.

So here's the song of the day!

Break Away - Kelly Clarkson

Oh yea, I also took some kind of astrological test here. I must say the result is quite... interesting ^^; Because the result actually is a very looooooooongggggg paragraph, so I'll just put some of the quote here :P

Rising Sign is in 12 Degrees Leo
You are very proud of yourself, sometimes quite vain even. When all around you are bedraggled and falling apart, you look like a million bucks! You are very idealistic but can also be quite stubborn. Physically, you are very impressive - - at your best you have a regal, charismatic demeanor and bearing. Try not to be such a showoff!
Somehow the imaginary of Tony Stark comes to mind when I read this.
Sun is in 18 Degrees Taurus.
Affectionate, even-tempered and slow to anger -- when you do become emotionally upset, you are also slow to forgive and time must pass before your calm returns. You demand real results from any situation -- abstractions are very difficult for you to comprehend. Very artistic, your hands love to mold and shape things.
So people, don't make me angry! And maybe you can give me paper clay set for my birthday :P
Moon is in 20 Degrees Aquarius.
Very freedom-oriented, you must always be able to do what you wish, no matter what. You become stubborn and recalcitrant when others try to force you into a mold. You are a true democrat -- you are not a follower, but you enjoy being with those who are like-minded. You appreciate emotional self-control -- you practice it yourself and you look for it in others. You solve problems, including emotional ones, with your brains and intellect, not your feelings.
Must agree about the stubbornness~
Mercury is in 07 Degrees Gemini.
Your mind is active, quick and agile. You are very restless and you get bored easily. You are probably a good student because of your natural inquisitiveness. You also love to travel. Your learning tends to be superficial, though, because you have a relatively short attention span. Try to develop the mental discipline to finish what you start.
See? I'm a good student! My lecturers must have love me :P And yes, I love to travel, but I hate the progress to arrive in my travel destination =_=" Blame my land-sick, sea-sick, and air-sickness. I really wish somebody will just invent a teleport machine.
Mars is in 21 Degrees Aquarius.
Your ideas and opinions are usually inventive and original, but sometimes they are merely eccentric and offbeat. You are altruistic -- you will work hard for the attainment of group goals, as long as they meet your high standards. You tend to resent traditional authority figures because you think that your ideas are better thought out and more valuable than theirs. Very idealistic, you are a rebel WITH a cause!
Like what Chris ever said, rebel with a cause! :P She must be proud of me lol.
Saturn is in 01 Degrees Capricorn.
Very serious-minded and mature, you have the ability to take on responsibilities and to carry out important duties. You can also be trusted to be extremely practical and thrifty. A good organizer, you are the ideal one to be counted on to take a clearly defined project through to its logical conclusion. An achiever, you pride yourself on your ability to focus your attention totally on some worthy goal and then attain it.
Now I can't say no if anybody say that I'm a control freak...
N. Node is in 21 Degrees Pisces.
You seem to go out of your way to form relationships with those who are weak, sick, injured, addicted or troubled in some way or other. At your best you can indeed provide the relief that others need. But at times you can be victimized by those who would prey on your good nature and take advantage of you. This can lead to all sorts of negative situations -- make sure that those you assist are truly worthy of your time, energy and commitment. A little enlightened self-protectiveness on your part can make your life work much, much smoother!
Now it's something I must be careful about... O_o
So people, what about you? :P

Woew, it's been a long time since I have this kind of looooooooong entry!
OK, so that's it! Must do my assignment now T.T