Monday, December 21, 2009

Instant Christmas Wishlist

Wokay, gotta try to finish it in 5 min ;)
1. The Little Prince storybook
It's actually a children storybook but I really really want to read it xD

2. Memory Card for my Blackberry

3. Mini vacuum cleaner for my desk D:

4. Could never get enough shoessss xD

5. Super mighty umbrella

Thursday, October 22, 2009


Well, sorry for neglecting this blog xD;;; I get so lazy and just tweet my way instead of blogging :P So if you have twitter, follow me!

Ummmm actually I start to blog again because Selvia asked me to post some pictures of vintage shops that I visited today. Firstly I wanted to say sorry because I didn't bring proper camera so I just take photos using my Blackberry and well... it's not pretty T.T

This morning I woke up late, at 11.30 while we all plan to meet in Bullring at 12.00 so I texted Chris to postpone it, but then Michelle texted me at 12.00 to tell me that she just woke up =.=;;; and even worse that at 12.30 Janna call me and said that Amir just woke up =.=;;; So we postponed the gathering until 1 pm. FAIL.

But just before we leave the phone in my flat rings and the postman delivered the boots that I ordered from eBay! So it's actually is a good thing that we're late, because if not I need to go to post office to take my stuff. SO this time, WIN ♥
Plus, my boots turns out to be much nicer than what I thought it would be! xD

After we all meet in Bullring, we headed to Malaysian Delight, a Malaysian restaurant in Chinatown. The food for certain food like prawn mee and char koew tiaw are surprisingly good! At 1.30 Steffy and her friend from Myanmar, Lala join us to spend the day :D

No photos in the restaurant because I forget to take any after I see the food since I was so hungry at the time. FAIL AGAIN.

After lunch we headed to Custard Factory, but on the way we stopped at COW, a vintage shop with super bright yellow paint @.@

Steffy and Janna shop some dresses and bags there, but me and Michelle come out with nothing T.T But we have realy fun time dressing ourselves with those vintage clothes though! xD

Our next destination is Custard Factory, and we really really having fun there!
First, we were greeted by this huge naked statue just in front of the outlet.
Chris said he'll become green in summer btw.

The we headed straight to the vintage shop called Melrose Vintage. They have really really nice collection. We all squeal qith delight when we go inside the shop LOL.

Sorry again for the crappy photo, it might not looks so nice in the photo, but the real shop is really really pretty.

I bought one bag and one skirt there! :D Can't wait to wear them
I really really loveeee the bag, and it's super duper cheap! xD The skirt+bag= £22!
Actually there's a nice belt with butterfly buckle that I really like, but I'm not sure if I will ever wear it, so I just leave it there =/ maybe next time DDD:

So that's all for today xD;;; I'll try to update this blog as often as I can!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Bye Bye Blackbird

Bye Bye Blackbird

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Terrible Week

I don't know how long have I abandoned this blog. I've been so emo lately, thanks to the super difficult visa requirement. Constant call from my sis and mom also not helping. Please stop implying that I didn't do anything to make this easier. I'm sorry if I sounded so annoyed when I pick up the calls, but yelling at me and blaming me for the late visa really makes me sick. It's not my fault if the Uni haven't give me the visa letter, I myself don't want to drag the progress.

Since last week I've tried many ways to settle the problems, but there's always something that prevent me from doing so. I run to 4 offices and 3 banks in Subang, PJ and KL for nothing. The only correct information that I got led me to Wangsa Maju, but I still have problems with my bank statement. I tried to send it as fast as I can and I still can't make it on time. I was so frustrated that I almost cry in the middle of the road. I almost lost hope and think that maybe I'm not supposed to get it, maybe I should just wait until next year. Luckily I'm more stubborn that I myself think. Now, one problem down but I still need to wait until Tuesday to see if the bank in my hometown could help to settle the problem.

Another thing about Uni, my mom tell me to just stay in the dorm since she's so worried about me. Actually at fist me and Chris plan to stay together outside the dorm in a flat, but because my mom still do not agree, I ended up in dorm. Let's hope I still can get a room in the dorm.

Tomorrow I'll go back to Wangsa Maju to take the translation of my certificate then take it to Indonesian embassy to get it legalized. Let's see if fate decided to screw my life again.

Radiohead - Bulletproof... I Wish I Was

Sunday, July 19, 2009

The Horror of Packing/Moving/Whatever

Okay, so here's the story.
Tomorrow I gonna back to Indonesia for awhile to settle few things, and since I will graduate soon and move from here I plan to take half my stuff back first.
And the horror begin.
I have lots of junk/stuff/treasure/whatever and I don't know what I should do to them.
They consist of:
- Art materials from foundation years
- Tons of figure drawing works
- Tons of workbooks
- Bottles with questionable substances of perfumes, sprays, medicine, etc.
- Stack of color papers
- Boxes of magazines
- Bags (I really don't realized that I possessed more than 5 bags WTH)
- SHOES (I have more than 20 and don't know how I carry them all T____T)
- CDs (I think I need to sell them)
- Books
- Misc junk

Shit. I really really freaked out now. Follow my twitter if you don't believe me.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009


Current Love:
1. Simon Pegg in Hot Fuzz and Ice Age 3.

2. Feeling Good by Muse. Probably the best cover ever, and usually I hate cover songs!

3. The Beatles' Abbey Road album and The Beatles (White Album).

4. Jigsaw Falling Into Place by Radiohead.

5. (Let Me) Dream On by Jamie Cullum and Marco Borsato.

Current Wait:
1. Public Enemies starring Johnny Depp and Christian Bale
2. Flash Forward, a sci-fi TV Series starring John Cho!
3. Muse and Jamie Cullum's newest album!
4. New York, I Love You starring Anton Yelchin <333
5. Sequel for Star Trek that only will happened in like... next two years? =.=
6. Other various movies, such as Sherlock Holmes, Up, The Wolfman, G.I.Joe, Paul, etc!

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Sudden Realization

Less and less people call me Yani now D:

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Kafka On The Shore

It's 6AM now, and I've just finished reading the book I borrowed from Chris, Kafka On The Shore by Haruki Murakami. After kinda finishing FPS, I feel that I have more time in my hands and the desire to read books come. This book is the second book by Haruki Murakami that I've read. Honestly, I'm not entirely sure why I actually love to read his book. Maybe it's the style of his writing, maybe it's the way he wove the story. I'm not sure, but everytime I read his book, I always feel that I need a quiet time by myself just to think. Sometimes the thing that come out from my quiet time is something that I actually thought before, but I never really paid attention about it. Something that I think I've known about it before, but not entirely understand what's the concept and meaning behind it. Weird, I know.

Kafka On The Shore makes me feel like that again, and I think I like this book better than Norwegian Wood. This book is really addictive, once I turn the page I just can't stop. I love the way Murakami wove the story, and the end is totally unexpected. It's still left me with some questions and some thoughts, and I'm afraid that I'm not ready to sleep yet. Not before I try to find out what's the answer.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Game theory

LOL. Love this xD

Tuesday, June 23, 2009


Presentation FAIL.
*sigh* T_T

Sunday, June 21, 2009


Since 2 days ago I broke my bedroom's doorknob, but I'm too busy to change it so I just let it be. For safety I always put my bedroom key outside, but today when I collect my laundry, I FORGOT about it. Therefore I locked outside my room without key =.=


Ok, I actually planned to write long ass entry about today's incident, but after this blog writing activity inevitably interrupted I suddenly lost the mood D:
So I'll just sums up everything:
1. Wounded my thumb because of the door incident, and it HURTS SO MUCH.
2. The door ended up looking so ugly =.=

3. I love my bookmark design so much =D Will sell it for graduation campaign bazaar :)
4. Steven's reaction when I said I liked Anton Yelchin in Star Trek and Terminator Salvation
"But Nyuuus Anton Yelchin is a little boy"
"how come?"

LOLOLOLOL xD He's 20 ok, old enough for me xD

ok, that's pretty much sums up what I wanted to say D:
And song of the day, Starlight by Muse

Thursday, June 18, 2009

The Beginning

I was chatting with Wendy, complaining about my lack a motivation in doing my studies. Then he give me a very good advice:

Always remember the feeling when you started something.
Human being human, the greatest feeling is when they started something new.
Now I look at my college days with the feeling of a little girl who just discovered crayons :)

Thus the song of the day:

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
and I say it's all right
It's all right

I feel so grateful to have friends that always support and encourage me T___T
I'm sorry that lately I complained a lot you guys T____T
I'm sorry for being such a brat T____T
Thanks for your patience T_____T
Thanks for not-so-spoiling me T_____T
Thanks for always keep me sane T____T
Thanks for being my friends for the longest time T______T
I love you guys! :)

Saturday, June 13, 2009

How To Be Dead

Luv this song =]
The title sounds really suicidal, but somehow I think that the music and lyric is kinda cute ^^; Especially this part:

You've not heard a single word I have said...
Oh, my God
Lately I've been listening to a lot of Snow Patrol's song, and I liked what I hear so far ;)
Been so bored with my playlist so I totally change it xD;;
Tried some oldies songs from Nat King Cole, Leonard Cohen and Frank Sinatra. I think many of old songs have really funny or cute lyrics XD

How To Be Dead - Snow Patrol
Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth
No you don't know what happened
And you never will if
You don't listen to me while I talk to the wall
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall
Where you've had me for hours
Till I'm sure what I want
But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before
So sweetheart tell me what's up I won't stop no way

Please keep your hands down
And stop raising your voice
It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice
It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime
So just say yes or no
Why can't you shoulder the blame
Coz both my shoulders are heavy
From the weight of us both
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth
You've not heard a single word I have said...
Oh, my God

Please take it easy it can't all be my fault
I haven't made half the mistakes
That you've listed so far
Oh baby let me explain something
It's all down to drugs
At least I remember taking the and not a lot else
It seems I've stepped over lines
You've drawn again and again
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out
Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride

Thursday, June 11, 2009


Sometimes I just can't find the right person to talk to.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Cool Guys Don't Look At Explosions

This is funny video from MTV Movie Awards 2009 by Andy Samberg, Will Ferrel, and JJ Abrams (keyboard solo, woots! XD) teaming up together to sing about those movie guys who act super cool while pretending to not look at the explosion behind them XD

Tuesday, June 2, 2009


I think that it's so funny that I need to post it here XD
Click to full view it!

Taken from

Moral of the story: Don't mess with Twilight's author, or the rabid fangirl of Twilight will take over your world. Heck, they even already started to take over the world =_=

Btw, random fav song :P

Song For You (Album Version) - Michael Bublé (Featuring Chris Botti)

Monday, June 1, 2009


My blog is like... in semi-coma state, I know. I really have no mood to do anything lately. FPS stressed me so much since I left behind my schedule for too long. The reason is I don't even have faith in my concept. I don't know why, but I keep seeing flaws in it and that's not the kind of flaws that I just can brush it off. So I change my concept and I FEEL GOOD about it. Finally something I have faith in. Somehow I just believe that this idea might work and I have clear picture in my mind on how I want to do it. Even though it's kind of rush and I have little working time, I like it and I don't feel tortured in doing it.

I've just got back from college, having some critic session with Sweii and some chat with her about further study. Thanks to her now I got clearer info about it. I think I'm really the person who needs to ask and talk about something before I can really sure about it. I don't know why, after that critic session and chat I feel sooooo soooo good. Like some weight in my chest just gone away~ I feel good LOL XD

To sum this post, I just wanted to say that I'm so happy today~! X)

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Adorableness and Hecticness

See my previous blog entry? The one I gush about how hot is Zachary Quinto? FORGET THAT. Because now I'm in looooveeeeee with Anton Yelchin. RIGHT, Pavel Chekov from Star Trek. The adorable russian navigator
Ok, before I continue writing this, please bear in mind, I'm in my SUPER FANGIRL mode.
I thought that I've already passed the era where I adore super cute uke-type guy. But then I see this:
Because if that picture I act like this (but in different terms of madness) :

It also not helping that I've found this video of him being adorable and vulnerable from ontd_startrek (I recommend this community if you guys want to find crazy fangirls make fun of star trek actors LOL)

SHITE. I'm sold T.T He's just so freaking adorable. It's also not helping that he's being all smart and funny T.T I think this is the first time I like an actor whose around my age LOL. Usually guys that I like are just too old~! So I got excuse to like him, he's around my age~! I'm not guilty~! Now I just can't wait for his next movie, Terminator Salvation where he played teenager Kyle Reese.

Oh, well~ XD Ok, time to turn off my super fangirl mode. Let's talk about college life now T.T
This term we continue doing our FPS, graduation campaign, and Industry practice. Somehow for graduation campaign I become treasurer. Actually almost all MM students become the board member. Chen as the president, Wahyu as Art director, Diana as PR, Chris as Marketing assistant, Sel and representatives of MM. So this term we're as busy as ant workers T.T I hope we all can pass this term and graduate together =)

Ok, gtg now. Having meeting with classmates for graduation campaign idea~

Sunday, May 10, 2009


Am I the last person to notice that Zachary Quinto is actually VERY HOT?
And Sel, give up, HE'S MINE! Muhahahahaha :P

Saturday, May 9, 2009

What Happened

OK, I think I kind of neglecting this blog, again :P
That's because I was on holiday, so I go back to Indonesia and take my sweet time to do everything that I can't do before holiday. I've read 3 fantastic books, 1 manga, watch 3 movies, and babysitting (which ended up as BIG FAIL) my nephew.

1. Let me introduce you to my fat baby nephew, Reego Pierson Chen :D
I was helping my sister to babysit him for a while, but I just cannot tahan to carry too long since he's too heavy for my arms T____T But I keep practicing and now I swear you can see muscle if I bend my arms. He's so fat that he can't fit clothes for his age (2-3 months), he need to wear clothes for 9-12 months baby. His face is soooo chubby that I feel like biting them if only my sis patrolling around :P He like when people talk to him and making a face as in he understand what we said XD The problem is... He didn't like it when I carry him T_T He'll cry and I need to call my sister to make peace with him. So everytime I babysit him, I always ended up making him cry T___T Why you hate your aunty so much???? T____T *sniff*

2. Sang Pemimpi (The Dreamer)
The second book of the tetralogy of Laskar Pelagi. I think this book is better than the first one. It really moves me, I cried in some parts T_______T To me this book is like a wake up call for me, reminds me of something I totally forgot: Dreaming. Arai reminds Ikal that sometimes, being a realist can tricked you into being a pessimist. Arai, the "simpai keramat" who reminds us to dream.

For people like us, all we have is dream. Without it... we're dead.
I really can't wait to read the third book!
*simpai keramat is Melayu Belitong's name for people who is the only survivor in the family, means all of the family he has are dead, only him left.

3. Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows
Ok, I know it's super late for me to read this book, one of the reason why is because I still can't accept the truth that Dumbledore is dead :( But this time I make myself to read the book, and I'm not dissapointed. The last book of Harry Potter is one of the best in the series. I love the plot twist, the back story, and the ending. Because of this book I also see Severus Snape in different light. I think I'm in love with him now~! I'm so sad that he's dead T___T Before I read this book I already suspect that Snape actually love Lily, but I never expect that he loooooveee her that much. When I read the part where Harry see Snape's memory from the pensieve, I cried and hug the book T_____T One of the reason why at the end Voldemort fails also because he never expect that Lily is Snape's eternal love. I also kind of pity him and sooooo geram with Dumbledore because after all Snape did, by the end he just used him T___T Dumbledore is my favorite character in Harry Potter, but I feel soooooooooooo mad when I know that. *sniff*

4. Kaze Hikaru vol.24
One of my favorite manga, the plot is quite cliche, about a girl that disguise herself as a boy to join Shinsengumi. But I looooooooooooooooove it :P I think I like how Taeko Watanabe make the characterization. As usual, I never liked the main character :P But I loveeeeee Hijikata and Saito xD This manga usually released every 3 months in Indonesia T___T so slow, but that's because the manga still ongoing, the latest one is vol 25 D:

5. X-Men Origins: Wolverine
This movie really really dissapoint me. Even after I guessed that it would be sucks and lowered my expectation, I still thinkthat it really sucks. The story is terribly developed, the effects are bad, and the most terrible crime that they did was to SCREWED my favorite character, Deadpool. WTH man, they turned Deadpool into mouthless, teleported, wolverine-style katana weilder? At first I'm still okay when they make Wade Wilson (Deadpool's real name) as a maskless hunk. But then they turned him into some unfunny mindless android? This movie sucks, end of story. Even naked Hugh Jackman can't save it.

6. Laskar Pelangi
The movie that I've been waiting for. The book is fantastic, sadly (but not surplisingly) the movie is not as good as the book. I think there's no climax and solution in this movie, since they cut lots of parts. Many characters also not developed, they only focused on Ikal, Lintang and Mahar in this movie. Even though the story disspaoints me, I think it has beautiful pictures. Many great shots, and I think this movie is something different than teeny-bloopers romance movie that Indonesia always produced.

7. Star Trek
Just watched it yesterday, and it really impressed me. I have no expectation whatsoever for this movie, I really don't expect anything and this movie wins my heart. The most satisfying movie that I watched this year, so far. I think this movie is like this year's Iron Man. A movie that surprisingly I liked, and makes me feels satisfied after I watched it. It's has the sad elements, but there's also lots of fun. It's fast moving too, which I really like. Plus, Spock is really sexy. Can't get enough if his voice :P A must watch movie.

Ok, that's it! Actually I still have one more book, but I haven't finished reading it, I didn't inclue it here. So, how's your holiday? :D

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Laskar Pelangi

Laskar pelangi is one of the best Indonesian novel that I've ever read and last September 2008 Indonesian filmmakers made the movie. This holiday I'll surely will buy the CD/DVD since many people commented that it's such a good movie. But for now, I must satisfied with the trailer only D:

Btw, this movie also have beautiful soundtrack from Nidji :)

Anybody interested? XD

Monday, April 13, 2009

So It's Almost Holiday...

Yep! It's almost holiday~! After we pass this week then there's nothing can stop me from hibernating~! Oh wait, there's FPS =_=

Speaking of FPS, just now Sweii show us I Love Dogs project that been done by one of our senior. I'm so interested with the motion tracking and audio sensor (I don't know what the correct name of the thing is, so Ah Bonk, if you read this please tell me~!) that he did for the project. I'm thinking about implementing those things to my FPS too, but then when I tried the motion tracking script, I suddenly become blind X_X There's a looooooooottttt of things that I've never know/learn before. So I'm thinking about buying the AS3 cook book when I go back to Indonesia since I'm so broke right now T___T

Somehow this term my interest in AS3 increased greatly. I wanna know more about it, how to implement it with PHP, how to do interactive installation, etc. But to be honest, I don't want people know me as a programmer who can design. I prefer to be known as a designer who can program. Well, it's still a long way for me to learn AS3 anyway. Wish me luck~! =D

Monday, April 6, 2009

Power Rangers Star Wars James Bond Remix

Ok, actually it's more than the title mentioned. Apart from my emo-ness, we MM068-1 gather in MSN and hilarity ensues. Ahem... so everybody! MM068-1 presents... CHEAPO MOVIE!

Wong Chen Li as Power Ranger, Anakin Skywalker Wong/Luke Skywalker, Keanu Reeves, Jayus Bond, Rorschach
Tengku Diana Karanina as Kononnya Obi Wan, Jajabinks, Nudist Yoda, Shitshifter
Tanyus Indrayani as Mother, Father, DARTH VADER (not DARTH vADER), Agent Smith, Tesper Lynd

Director+special appearance as Princess Leia:
Wahyu Nugraha Amri


o.0?... see??? zombies are dancing!!!
and no chen, you're not the real power rangers

she said mother not father..0.o?...
hah??...what??..i dont get it0.o?...
akon sucks...
Hi, my name is ... nice song. I wanna dance d
hmm..i tink u mistaken me with somebody else not ur son~
HE IS YOUR DAUGHTER!!!! *menuding jari ke arah wahyury*
OIH vader! Buta ker??
Namanya wahyury!
and why vader so gay suddenly!
who whoo??0.o???...
wow..ur rapping againwahyury.... Hoo Hoo~!
you! You!

omg..i just read afew sentences and im laughing already not so into rap music ok...their musics are sucks
shadap you woman!
you're my daughter!
??? @.@
ehh aunty u mabuk isit
OBI WAN! don't you try to separate me (vader) from my son and daughter!
DARTH vADER...ur an aunty!!!???
obi wan??? O.o
I'm not DARTH vADER!
no, u are DARTH vADER
im not obi wan ok! me jajabinks
don't you try to trick me!
You monster!! *menuding jari ke arah jajabinks*
even thought you use jajabinks as disguise, I'm know inside you're still obi wan!
you very jahat...monsterists
**zips out of jajabink costume** u are wrong my child...yoda i am..
DARTH vADER, please don't make a sccene!
pervest is vader!
yoda is nudist!
nudist is yoda!
**eh wahyu whats tht other robot called??**
*commercial break?*
ha?..u talking to me?..
sakit perut maaan...
this is so Toopid!
totally break the flow man
hahhaa..but its correct rite
temang toopid
tat twy to
to toopid
tahyu tah tay theapo

hahaha u knew everythinglahh ok xD
*shucks..mission impossible scenes*
why nobody notices that she's keep changing form?
She's SHIT!
because im a shapeshifter
rom different holes diferent shape!
yes, short form of shapeshifter is, shit. -.-'
this is dangerous
I shall report to..... M
whos M?
My name is Bond... Jayus Bond
jayus??.. xD
**pew pew...pew pew**
*wahyury pengsan*
apa inii??...
is that ur gun's sound?
. .. yeah
doesn't sound scary lae
i follow jayus bond mah
Follow Me
*follow me songs*
Gunalah, shampoo Follow Me!
....and I'M!!! TESPER LYND!
You are Tempe
...I'm a tempe spy!
tempe cepat dimasak, sedap dimakan
itu maggi mee you terrible ello
I'm must kill jayus bond to get my TEMPE FACTORY back!

Kill me.... kill the world
bah! I will not save the world
My name is...Keanu Reeves
eee....nEo~! @.@
NEO is my middle name
I'm... agent SMITH'
my real name is.... NE-O
ne-yo is her real name
Nescafe-O is the long name
no... save me save the world
*so sick of love song, so sick~*

Here I am...m name is MARITEZ

is the kamehra ooon
I think batman is gayyy

I heard a joke once
*face ink changed shape*
A man went to the doctor...
*ace change ink again*

I forgot my line director
Boss...sorry laaa
this Random Movie a bit hard laaaa
so many diferent movie lines
OMG...u made me choke the chocolate milk almost went up my nose~!!
u want to waste my tape isit?!...
HAHAHAH..kasian dee xD
alamak bos...masking tape only whaat
dats why
HAHHAHAHA make it sounded so cheap lahh dee... xp
this is cheap wat!
onli 3 actors!!
4 crews!
and u have to make special appearance
no~!im the only one crew
special appearance as what?

CHEAPO MOVIE! coming out in december!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Things I've Learned Lately

I slowly lost my passion in design. When I look back at my old sketch book and my new one, I can feel how I slowly lost it. Design is not something I really enjoy anymore. Design is something that I must do, just to finish and done with it. It's just like a routine. I feel so sad when I realized it, because designing used to be my dream job, it used to be something that I really enjoy and love. Now, I can't even have any confidence in it. I started asking myself if it's really what I want. I'm so jealous of my friends who really know what they want to do. I don't know. I really don't know which direction I'm going. I just feel that I don't mind doing the work, but that's not my passion. Not something that I really really love.

After I attend KL Design Week, it feels even more clearer. I feel quite inspired, but I also feel extremely jealous with the designers that really in love with what they do. I want to get back my passion. That's the reason why I decided to continue my study. I think if I directly work after I graduated, I'll just ended up as a machine without any interest in my work. I think I need more time to learn and gain back my passion. Pray for me~!

Friday, April 3, 2009


Ah~! Actually I plan to blog about KLDW tonight until I stumbled upon this very old music video (freaking 1999!) of Indonesian band Sheila on 7, Kita. Suddenly I feel so nostalgic and miss Indonesia T_T This song reminds me of the good old days with my friends :'(

by Sheila on 7

Disaat kita bersama
Diwaktu kita tertawa menangis merenung oleh cinta
Kucoba hapuskan rasa
rasa dimana kau melayang jauh dari jiwaku juga mimpiku

Biarlah biarlah hariku dan harimu
Terbelenggu satu lewat ucapan manismu


Dan kau bisikkan kata cinta
Kau t'lah percikkan rasa sayang
Pastikan kita seirama
Walau terikat rasa hina

Sekilas kau tampak layu
Jika kau rindukan gelak tawa yg warnai lembar jalan
Kita reguk dan teguklah mimpiku dan mimpimu
Terbelenggu satu lewat ucapan janjimu
Ok, now I think you can call me emo kid =.=

Sunday, March 22, 2009

I Need Phood

With Taureans, a person can get away with more than most, but once they’re pushed past a certain point, they blow up, and these expressions of rage can be frightening. Taurus people are particularly likely to lose their tempers when their blood sugar is low, so they should not tackle important, sensitive issues with partners, friends, or family on an empty stomach.


LOL... Apparently I need to eat to keep my mind sane.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Orange Colored Sky

I was walking along, minding my business,
When out of an orange-colored sky,
Flash! Bam! Alakazam!
Wonderful you came by.

I was humming a tune, drinking in sunshine,
When out of that orange-colored view
Flash! Bam! Alakazam!
I got a look at you.

One look and I yelled "Timber"
"Watch out for flying glass"
Cause the ceiling fell in and the bottom fell out,
I went into a spin and I started to shout,
"I've been hit, This is it, This is it!"

I was walking along, minding my business,
When love came and hit me in the eye,
Flash! Bam! Alakazam!
Out of an orange-colored sky.

One look and I yelled "Timber"
"Watch out for flying glass"
Cause the ceiling fell in and the bottom fell out,
I went into a spin and I started to shout,
"I've been hit, this is it, this is it!"

I was walking along, minding my business,
When love came and hit me in the eye
Flash! Bam! Alakazam!
Out of an orange-colored, purple-striped, pretty green polka-dot sky
Flash! Bam! Alakazam! and goodbye

Friday, March 13, 2009

I Watched The Watchmen

Finally I watched The Watchmen. After I post the previous entry, I tell myself to stop whining and move my lazy bum to pyramid. So, the movie obviously would never be as good as the graphic novel, but I think this movie is not a bad adaptation. It loses some details, just like other comic/book inspired movie always have, but it maintain the main parts. Plus, it has nice opening credits.

The movie is complicated, like the graphic novels, and I think people who didn't read the graphic novel wouldn't like the movie. I don't think people could enjoy watching this movie because the story is quite complicated, it's not a light story that you can understand in one shot. There's a lot of important monologue in graphic novels that makes us understand the motives of each characters, on how they become who they are then. In movie they try to make it as detail as graphic novel but obviously they can't and it makes some parts of the story lack of depth. I won't blame people for not understanding what happened in the movie since there's just tooooo many sub stories here and there without in depth explanation like in graphic novel.

On the actors, I must salute the actor who played Rorschach. It's like he's born to be him. I think his interpretation of Rorschach is perfect. Really love the way he talk and move and everything. Even without the mask he can be so awesome. Not to mention he always got very interesting monologue. Love him.

I also quite like Dr.Manhattan there, and actually I don't expect him to have such a soft voice since I always imagine him with colder voice tone. The minus point is just that sometimes he sounds more to confuse than all knowing. About the actor who played Veidt, I just think his acting is awkward. Don't like. I think he just can't pull Ozymandias. The actor who played The Comedian also very very awesome, he's so him. Silk specter also somehow better than I thought, while Night Owl... his costume is too Batman-ish here to me, but his acting is not bad.

Overall to me it's a good graphic novel adaptation, I recommend people to read the graphic novel before watch the movie or maybe you'll be quite clueless and don't understand why the characters become like that.

Favorite quote:

Heard a joke once.
Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed.
Says life seems harsh and cruel.
Says he feels all alone in a threatening world where what lieas ahead is vague and uncertain.
Doctor says, "Treatment is simple. Great clown Pogliacci is in town tonight. Go and see him. That should pick you up.
Man burst into tears, "But doctor... I am Pogliacci"
Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drums. Curtains.
To me the quote is so sad. Who'll cheer up the "clowns" when they're sad?

Thursday, March 12, 2009

It's Not Because He's Naked

I want to watch The Watchmen. And not because Dr.Manhattan got into some nekkid action there =.=;;;

Me: I want to watch The Watchmen
Steven: Only cool in special effects and got naked Dr.Manhattan there
Me: I still want to watch
Steven: Just for the naked Dr.Manhattan?
Me: =.=;;;;
It's not!.... the main reason :P
I want to see Rorschach! I think that's the main reason why I so wanted to watch this movie.
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh but with all the schedule we have this term I just can't find the time to watch this movie T.T I don't mind watching this movie alone, as long as I can watch it!!!! =.=

Btw, other bad news about me. I lost both my external hard disk and pendrive. Both are because of my clumsiness. I don't know why I'm so clumsy lately. Whatever.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009


Nope, I don't care. In fact, I only care about myself.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Tan is Emo

I think I listen to Radiohead's High & Dry and Fake Plastic Trees too much T_T

Dream Dream Dream

I was having very interesting conversation with Steven just now. As we chatted, we realized that we actually have very similar dream that disturbed us, only we have different people and settings inside our dream. Psychologist said that dream is our inner desire, maybe there's something we want to do/ask in real life but we hold ourself? I kind of don't want to admit it, but then I realize better if I just accept it and be done with it. Now I just don't know where I should start.

Btw, song of the day: Mind Trick - Jamie Cullum

Friday, February 20, 2009

Oh, I Feel So Drunk

These few days I don't get any chance to sleep properly. So now I feel like a drunkard. You know, your body feels like jelly, your head feels like swimming, and the world around you feel so surreal. I've been trying to rouse my motivation by reading lots of design blogs and books. I think it works, but I still need more time since with schedule like now I can't really think properly. Like now. Do you guys even understand what I said? @_@ Please bear with me, it's 4.18 am now.

As much as I like the subject for this term, I think the group discussion is a bit too much. It also super frustrating to discuss though MSN because of he choice of word that we use, so we must meet at college. We have lot's of different opinions, but fortunately we get through that already. Although one of my group in one certain subject that I have no interest in is a bit weird. Pink and white for a name like Sinful Indulgence? WTH. Luckily they change it though. Oh yea, a note for myself, try to speak more gently in discussion Tan! Somehow I feel sometimes some people feel offended when I disagree with their opinion. Must be more subtle. Stupid Tan.

Yesterday (oh hey, it's already Friday! so actually it's the day before yesterday!) we have BBQ with Kenny and Hong in Dee's house. Fantastic food, but a bit too much lamb. Love the salad. Chris is a great piano player. Kenny coming to Dee's house riding bike. WOW. And Mrs.Kok is really pretty. We also forget to eat our watermelon. Plan to leave it in front of MM Dept door and put message "To: Kenny!". Somehow I even think to put it inside a baby crib.

WTH I'm talking about. Sorry, just like the title, I feel so drunk.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

So Unmotivated

I don't know what's wrong with me, but seems like every term 2 I will lose my motivation in doing my assignment. Seriously, when I tell myself to do my assignment, the first word that come to me is "UGH!". I don't know what happened, I really really feels sooooooo unmotivated and moody. I also feel that everything is boring. One side of me feel so worried because I slack so much this term, while the other one don't care about anything because it feels like a torture to start working on my assignment. Somebody help me!!!!!!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Character Design Fail

After I print screen this, I close my PS and forget to save it. @$#%#^!@#$@#$@!!!

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Not Amused

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Further Study?

When I go back to my hometown for CNY, my mom suddenly ask me if I want to further my study. To be honest, I really really want to. The only thing that makes me hesitate is the money my parents need to spend for me if I continue my study. Among all my siblings, my parents spend the most money on my education. Both of my sisters get their degree in Indonesia, which is much cheaper that my study here. Plus, both of them finished sooner then other students so they don't burden my parents too much. I feel guilty for making my parents spend so much money for me. My mom ask me to think about it and asks people around me if I need to further my study. I've asked and most people said ofcourse it'll be good, even the experience alone is worthed, and if I can, why not?

I've just called my mom to tell her about it and she said that she'll support me. She ask me to where I want continue my study which I can't decide yet. For the past 3 days I've been researching about where to studies, etc. At first I'm interested in Birmingham City University because some people that I know wanted to continue their study there. But after I've done some research, now I'm more interested in Northrumbia University and University of Sunderland because they have Interactive and Multimedia design courses which I'm interested in. Actually my mom asked me (if possible) to go to place where I've got friend with me, so she won't be too worried about me being so far from my family. But I think eventually I'll manage though. I'm still undecided, but I hope I will make a good decision.

Btw, it's a bit random and out of topic but I want to post this funny comic xD

Comic from XKCD

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Random Lovelies

1. Journey in Miami Sand
I rareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeely fall in love with bags and this simple white bag make me fall in love at first sight. I generally hate leather bags (exceptions for some really pretty ones) and love cotton, cloth, and wool bags so this bag is perfect. The only problem is the color, it's white! And somebody as chor lor as me will make it dirty in no time =.=!

2. D&Y "Softer Than Cashmere?" pink checkered scarf
Ohh another love at first sight. The moment I saw this scarf I feel like I can feel the soft texture of it lol :P I love the colors, and I can't stand cold so it's perfect for me. I plan to buy this, so stay tune!

3. Nintendo DSi
I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it! T_T I asked my parents if I can buy this, but they said that I'm too old to play games =.=! Actually I can buy this with my ang pow money, but I feel guilty if I buy something expensive without my parents' permission :( Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu T_______T Guess I must wait until I can earn my own money T______T The problem is I can't wait!!! T_________T

Friday, January 23, 2009

About Packing

Maybe it's just me but...
Don't you think the hardest part of packing is choosing which shoes you want to take? I ended up bringing 3 pairs of shoes for 1 week CNY holiday in Indonesia from the original plan to take 6 pairs.
Guess which shoes that I take? ;)

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Watchmen Widget

Monday, January 19, 2009

I don't Want To Explain

"Never explain--your friends do not need it, and your enemies will not believe you anyway."

--Elbert Hubbard

I don't want to explain myself to you. You can either believe me or not. At least I do something about it.

It Aint Necessarily So - Jamie Cullum

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Rude Person and First Week TOA

I was sleeping and dunno how in my dreams there's a very rude guy that makes me so angry until I really shout "EXCUSE ME!!! MIND YOUR MANNERS!" in reality until I woke up =.=!
I hate rude person. I really can't stand somebody who treat other people like shit. Grrr!

Btw, we started new term in TOA since 5 January. Finally I choose Advanced Web Design and Game Art and Planning for my elective subject. Actually I regret this decision after Sweii asked me if I've been given chance what skill I want to take. I answer Motion Graphic and Flash. Stupid me and my indecisive brain :(. But I think advanced web design will also give me lot's of new experience.

Btw, to my first week summary in TOA for this term. Firstly I can't believe now I'm in my 3rd year 2nd term. Wow, time sure move fast. In monday we got Final Project Studio with Sweii. As the name suggested, this term we start to do our Final Project. I'm so excited with this subject, hope I can execute my idea well.

Tuesday actually we got Game Art and Planning with Jordan, but we change the class to Friday. I think class is my favorite class this term, I'm so excited with our game plan and we also got to play in game room LOL. Yesterday our class play Wii together, it's such a super fun game. At first we play the standard Wii sports with Team Indonesia (consist of me and Wahyu) vs Team Malaysia (the rest of the class) and Team Indonesia win 3-0 woots! XD After that we play Wario for a while. Wario is such a funny game, it reminds me of Bishi Bashi Special. Jordan said actually he want to show more games to us, but because of the time limits he'll only show more games in our next class. Oooh, I love this class.

Wednesday we got Portfolio Presentation with Wai Khong. In this class our project is to sell ourself to agencies so they'll hire us. Actually I really like my idea, but Wai Khong said he already saw similar idea from my senior. Call me perasan or arrogant but after see senior's work I think I can do better than that and my idea is not similar. But I'll think of something else first to make my idea more solid.

Thursday is... the class that I think will be the most boring class in this term, Business and Client Management. No comment so far, since I don't even know and understand yet what's our project is.

The last one is Advanced Web Design, we need to create online capaign for Solar Energy awareness. I'm glad that I'm in the same group with Chen and Dee. I'm quite excited too with this class, because we got interesting topics to do.

Overall, judging from the schedule my lecturers give I think my class won't get enough sleep again this term (like we ever got enough =.=). The good thing is we got many interesting projects and group work, so maybe it won't be so bad.

p.s I plan to buy a handheld console, but still undecided which console I'll buy. Nintendo DS or PSP?

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Best and Worst Movie of 2008

Since it's already 2009, now I think it's time to recall back what best and worst movie that I watched in 2008. I'm not a professional critics, I'm also not a film expert, all movies listed here are just from my personal taste. So it's ok if you're not agree, we just got different taste ;) I rate those movies base on how much I enjoy it, because to me I watch movie to entertain myself, not scared myself to death or annoy me endlessly.

Top 5 Best Movie
1. Wall-E
Cute, funny and simple story of an innocent robot. With beautiful pictures, adorable characters, nice story, it's the best movie I've watch last year.
2. The Dark Knight
It's one of the movie that meets my expectation. Heath Ledger is a perfect joker, I swear I shiver few times in cinema when he started to talk. I also really really love the ending. I think it's one of the best ending I've ever watch. I think I just love unusual ending :P
3. Iron Man
Honestly when I watch this movie, I have no expectation at all. I always assume superhero movie as boring movie with the same "super hero saves the day, bye-bye" kind of stuff. After I watch this movie, I totally change my they way I think about superhero franchise. I remember it's the first movie of 2008 that makes me feel satisfied after I finished watching. Robert Downey Jr played a very realistic Tony Stark. If you read the comic, you'll realize how good the play the role.
4. Red Cliff
Usually I never really fond of Hong Kong movie/drama, because mostly I just don't really "click" with it. But for Red Cliff, I can say it's simple the best Chinese movie I've ever watch. I love the battle scenes, fascinated on how amazing the tactics is. Amazing epic story with Takeshi Kaneshiro in the Movie, what not to love? LOL.
5. Hellboy II: The Golden Army
Guillermo del Toro did his magic again with the movie. Apart from the flat characterization, this movie have lots of stuff that I love. Amazing creatures, the troll market and the the Angel of Death are some of them. Some more I have soft spot for elves, and del Toro create unusual elf that I really love. Overall this movie is very pleasing to eyes and I love how the story goes in the end. Makes me want to wait for the next movie.

Other movies I've yet to watch but I think it'll be great: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, Frost/Nixon, Milk, Laskar Pelangi
Other good movies: Miss Pettigrew Lives for A Day, Eastern Promises,

Top 5 Worst Movie of 2008
1. You Don't Mess With The Zohan
Simply the worst movie I've ever watch! It's the movie that makes me want to leave theater as soon as possible, not to mention theres 3 bimbos near my seat that keep giggling and commenting loudly there.
2. Love Guru
Thank God I don't watch this movie in theater and wasted RM10 to watch this stupid movie. Instead I watch it in sel's computer with my housemates and three of us really just can't find anything funny from that movie. Somehow this movie makes me dislikes Jessica Alba.
3. Igor
Not funny, bad characterization, unclear target audience, bad story, etc etc etc. One word: Bad.
4. 21
This movie have great base storyline, but very bad execution. Sel fall asleep when we watch this movie together. Me and Nesia just keep skipping many unimportant and boring parts until the end.
5. Mamma Mia!
Great songs, but I hate the movie. The girls act too annoying and overly dramatic. Not my cup of tea.

Other movies I've yet to watch but I think it'll be awful: Twilight, Max Payne, Punisher, The House Bunny

Sunday, January 4, 2009

My New Year's Resolution

Yeah, I know kinda late to write this since it's already 4th of January, but that's because I really don't have any internet access while I'm in Jakarta D:

Next Year Baby - Jamie Cullum

Usually I never have any new year's resolution :P To be honest I'm a bit afraid of commitment, because I know if I can't fulfill it I'll get so disappointed that I wouldn't want to try again. But I think it needs to change, and I'll start it with my New Year's Resolution! :D
1. Be brave!
I'm afraid of lots of things, while actually I don't need to be afraid of many of them.
Afraid to ask.
Afraid to say.
Afraid to commit.
Afraid to change.
etc etc duh.

2. Eat more healthy food, less junk food!
Will need to eat less McD, KFC and their friends; Will cook healthy food more often! =) I'll also try to have breakfast everyday, drink more plain water, eat more veggies.
After studying in TOA (plus no parents to take care of me D':) I eat too many unhealthy food. I remember last term every week surely me and my housemate got order McD =.=
I also always eat breakfast in hurry (not good for digestion!), sometimes even not eat breakfast at all. Since I have low blood pressure (90/60 while normal around 100-130) breakfast is very important to make my brain functioned normally.
Oh yea, I also need to eat less sugary food.

3. Be nice!
I realize that I don't have the best personality in the world and I got lots of flaws that can hurt other people and myself. While some flaw actually is good for us, I realize many of my flaws need to be changed. Be nice, smile more, be more helpful, etc etc.

4. Be more organize and neat!
Yep, my room is a mess 80% of the time, need to organize more since there's more and more items to inside my room.

5. Try more recipe to cook!
Related to no.2, I'll try to cook more food. Healthy one of course :P It also will save more money if I cook! :)

6. Read more books!
Well I know I'm not somebody important but really, being a design student will makes you become a super busy person. I can only read books in holiday, and I feel that the less I read books, the less I interested to read more! I think I only read less that 25 books in 2008. Need to allow some time to read books! D:

7. Buy less, save more!
Like I say in no.4, there's more and more item inside my room. I realize in 2008 I buy too many unnecessary stuff, spend money on not important thing, etc etc. In 2009 I need to spend less, and save more money. My target is 20%-25% of my allowance per month. Gotta need to make budget sheet I think, since I think it'll get more impact if I see where and how much my money go.

Ok, I think that's all. Wish me luck!
Oh yeah, will update about holiday next time :P