Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Stay Tune

Our class will go to Port Dickson tomorrow for BBQ! We'll back on Friday. So stay tune for the trip report! 8D

Sunday, October 26, 2008

*Gasp* Layout Gone Wrong!

One click to revert button, then my layout back to this default template...
I think I'll try to modify it...

Saturday, October 25, 2008


Well, my bad habit when I'm doing my assignment is every now and then I 'rest' from work and browse for any interesting thing in web. Since I like to read blog, I often click here and there until I got interesting blog to read. And somehow, I found this entry about the meaning of your mole! Funny how mole can tell about your fortune and such. I don't really believe in fortune telling, but I always like to try it anyway. How about you? What's the meaning of your mole? LOL.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Not As Cool As Me

earthquake_tool: I'm watching gundam
earthquake_tool: cool
earthquake_tool: =3=
Tanyus Indrayani: not as cool as me -3-
earthquake_tool: gundam is cooler
earthquake_tool: you don't have the GN drive
earthquake_tool: =3=
Tanyus Indrayani: gundam is not as cool as me
Tanyus Indrayani: because there's no me in gundam
earthquake_tool: if you ride gundam how the gundam would be
earthquake_tool: =3=
earthquake_tool: gundam yani?
Tanyus Indrayani: hmm cool yah
Tanyus Indrayani: gundam yani -3-
earthquake_tool: apaan
earthquake_tool: =.=

Tuesday, October 21, 2008


I can't sleep. Again. My body clock really messed up la these few days =_=
Somehow my mind keep telling me to blog, so here I am, blogging at 5.25 am.

We're talking about autism in our class this Monday, and somehow it leads to OCD. I think all my classmates already know my OCD-ness. I used to have terrible OCD, but now I can control most of my OCDness. But there's still some of my OCD that I can't and somehow I don't want to stop. It makes me frustated sometimes, but I just can't help it. My mind will keep bugging me about that.

So here's few things that I can't stop entirely:
- Time time time! I'm so strict about time that I set for myself. I'm not upset anymore if I don't meet my own standards, but I still feel the satisfacton everytime I can finish something on time that I set. Still can't help to set time for almost everything that I do.

- Tiles. My worst nemesis ever. Actually not only tiles, but mostly tiles. I never want to step on the spaces between tiles, you know, the lines. If I'm in my house in Jambi it's even worse, since I was kid I've already set which tiles I must step for each room, even which foot I must step on with. Sometime when I was idle I'll unconsciously step on the tiles with some patterns that I set.

- Anything related to food. My spoon and fork must be similar in weight, better if they actually got matching pairs. Can't break up the rice, keep the shape like the original. Food must newly cooked, or at least make me think so. That's why I hate mix rice, they already cook it like many hours ago before I choose the food. But lately I can eat mix rice in chola spice. Definitely improvement. If my food is something rectangular, I'll eat each sides before I eat the center part. Same thing with burger. Oh yea my instant noodles spices, soy sauce, oil, anything must be mixed together until they mix nicely; and the noodles must be shattered to small pieces.

- Computer programs and files. I always make sure when I leave my computer, even though I just go to toilet, I close all programs or at least minimize all programs. I hate seeing lots of tabs in my computer, keep everything as minimum as possible. Files placed in folders, I can't stand seeing stray files in desktop. I ever offer selvia to clean and organize her desktop lol. My bookmarks must have folders too. Can't stand stray bookmarks outside folders.

I think that all I can think for now, quite little compared to before. Oh yea, I also like cornering and centering stuff, but I think that's quite normal though...

Sunday, October 19, 2008


Agghhhhh I currently addicted to 30 Rock! These few days I've been marathon-ing the comedy series. I even watch the series while doing my assignment! @_@ Better quick finish it before I can't stop myself =_=
Btw, after watch this show I realize that Tine Fey looks like Angela Aki. But it might be the glasses and hair... Whatever! I love this series and will recommend this series! It's very funny, except for the first episode, dunno why I just can't get the jokes there. But this series worth a try, after I watch the second episode, I fall in love with this show! :)

Song of the day:

your song - ewan mcgregor

Wednesday, October 15, 2008


I love love love Hugh Jackman and adore Nicole Kidman, so I won't miss this movie! =) Some more the director is the director who make Moulin Rogue! I'm so coming to the cinema~ 8D

What's in a name?

Well, quoting from William Shakespeare

What's in a name? That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet.
Having unusual name as Tanyus Indrayani giving me quite a... well not exactly trouble, but more to a misunderstanding and such. Dunno why many Indonesians can't pronounce my name normally. There's so many 'variations' in my name, such as "tanjus"', "tenyus", "tangus", "tenjuus", and many more. My name also always mistaken as a boy's name since kinder garden until high school! So every time I see my name like this:
Tanyus Indrayani (L) <--- laki-laki/male
And the name "Indrayani" is not helping too. Indra usually use for boy's name, and Yani also not exactly girl's name. While my sister still got "Sumyati" which obviously a girls name. Oh yea, when I want to apply to bank in Malaysia, the CS ask me if I have any Indian blood because I got "Indra" in my name LOL. I really don't know from where my parents got the creative name, but I suspect it comes from my errrr surname "Tan" and my father's name, Yus Suryamin. For the Indrayani I think at that time my parents really want boy la hahaha. Other than that, I really don't know any reason behind my weird name.

But I'm proud of my name anyway. How many people in the world got the name Tanyus? :P

Saturday, October 11, 2008

The Ugly Duckling

Since I was so young, many people asked me the same question "why you do not look like your mom/sis/dad?". Yea, my mom is very beautiful, my dad is handsome, and my sis are very pretty. I got the point.

I used to be so upset every time anybody asked me that question. I was very insecure and self conscious on how I look like. Usually I just keep quiet every time that question being asked, just run and cry in my room. A guy even said to me "you ignoring me now, but you know that's true!". My secondary teachers also never believe when they know that I'm my sister's sis. They thought it's just a coincidence that we share the same name (well, how many people in the world got the name Tanyus???). So now, I guess you get the point on how not alike we are.

Tired of being compared to my sis, I try my best to even become not alike to them. Just to make people happy that there's someone so not alike in family. Dunno why they're so fascinated and happily comparing us. On how ugly I am, how dark my skin is (compared to my sis!), how tomboy I was, and the list goes on.

I guess studying here giving me good antidote. With nobody that can compare us, I feel free to be myself. I think a lot, feel the difference, and just enjoy it. Now I could just smile and say whatever to anybody who ask that question. Not that I care. Now I realize that I should not feed the troll. I make fool of myself by reacting to those trolls. Why should I care anyway? People who asked that kind of question usually not important for me. They're not my sisters, not my father, not my mother. The most important thing is people who I love do not care on how I look like. They'll still love me anyway. So trolls, feed yourself, cause I won't feed you anymore.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

If Only...

It's not even November yet, but I've been planning to buy my air tickets to Indonesia. I dunno if I should go back this December or not. If I go back this December, maybe I can't go back in Chinese new year. Actually air tickets for KL-Jakarta is not so expensive, but for Jakarta-Jambi is insanely expensive. Darn, if only air tickets is not that expensive!

If I don't go back this December, I will miss my cousin's wedding and our family's new year celebration. Usually all my cousins will come to our house and we'll have bbq together. Ahhhhhh :( But if I don't go back in Chinese new year it'll even sadder. Like last year, no sa cap meh dinner with my family, no visiting relatives, no ang bao until I go back! :P

Gah, maybe I'll just stay in KL this December.